Wednesday, April 6, 2011

fall in hatred .

awak , you're hurting me . always .
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again ,
 skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. 
I don't know why they call it heartbreak.  
It feels like every other part of my body is broken too.

you said you're protecting me ?
and ..
you thought you're strong enough to let it go . 
. stupid .
i call it " giving up " , loser .
for my sake , KONON .

Sadness flies away on the wings of time.

Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, 
and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again.

there , here we go again , getting hurt .. deeply , truly ., madness . . . 
. idiot .

It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on..
but somehow , 
Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.


the truth is , 
To see all things, but not my love to see..
... memory, 
like a drop that,. night and day,
Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away.

  
When you're in love, all the pieces fit but
when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together .
kan awak ?

but then , you came back ! 
and who do you think you are this time ?


awak ,
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, 
and two minus one equals nothing.

you left me .
and then , came another idiot doing the same thing exactly like how you did .

rasa lah bersalah tu , please .
saya tak mintak banyak ,
minta maaf je .
and let's talk .
but , you are stupid enough to understand my language .
both of you .
BOTH .

and you all , nak tau what's the worst ?
when you thought , you understand him the best ,, but you dont .
and that fits you into the puzzle ,
and funny how the people who hurt you the most ,
are the one that swore they never would.
totally $*%*
!
i wish i could never ever bow my head in sadness  ,
and instead 
keep my head up high and gaze into heaven
 for that is where those broken hearts has been sent to heal. 

just , dont hurt anyone . 
no more .
and .
As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. 
both of you .
insyallah , .