STOP TRYING TO FIT IN, WHEN YOU ARE BORN TO STAND OUT.

I seriously need to add up some flair and flavor to my writing and speaking ==’

Im trying to speak in English as much as I can, but it’s hard to do it here in my beloved university as most of the students here are way better and pro in Arabic language. But still, I try to persist on speak in English as I demand a band 6’s result for my Muet. However, i could see a decline curve in my speaking since I entered usim . Therefore nowadays,  I do the speaking practice with anyone who has the same level or higher level of eloquence in speaking. As they say, we lost something to gain something. And now im trying to stabilize both my English and Arabic as to polish and refine my English’s skill as that’s how I want to be, proficient in as many languages  as I can..

What I am going to convey this time is, my everyday life in usim.

 ( I’m not really at a loose end, but just that im lacking )

The campus. Kaf Kaf Nun C. 

No other word to describe this kind of life except, Boring . Haha. Yeah, have a doubt on it. Repeat that like a mantra. Boring boring boring ~ Tell my mum that and I would get a pretty hard kiss on the cheek. *Ngehehe. Wondering when is the last time she kissed me there. >.< Nahhh, She won’t kissed me, she will end up being a lecturer and talk as talkative as she can be as much as reciting 30 Juzuk Alquran. There….you can see a mother’s love :3

The most hateful thing here that could wipe away someone’s smile is that, the transportation. The buses are always been the hot topic just as like the hot coffee bun’s scent that fascinate you from afar, but this way too round than that. It kills your love for the lovely morning just like the lightning. I don’t know if this issue is like something etched in stone, but they need to do something about it as students coming up late just to know that they wasted their time waiting for the buses and line up under the bright sun. To make situation all hell broke loose, the degree’s student are now in and we shared the buses together. Someone, come up with a solution for the problem ==’

( You can tell I had THIS much of problems just with the transportation. And certainly, this boosts my determination to get a license soon ! ^^ )

Okay , I think that’s all from me. Take Care :D

 Desire's Lists :

A Car. Band 6.

More to come :DD

TheFact. HarshFact.

It have been weeks since my last time here =.=’ And InshaAllah  I’ll try to keep posting since Muet is around the corner, and I realized that I start to lack of idea when writing an essay or during speaking in front  of the class. *sigh

Okayy, this is gonna be another mumbo jumbo essay, as I can’t think of any proper one… *kick myself

Things that Men Should Aware When Girls Say …….

1-      FINE  ( !! )

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you  need TO SHUT UP. Don’t ask “ are you okay ? “ because she definitely is not okay.

2-      FIVE MINUTES !~

When they say “ 5 Minutes” while getting dressed, this mean a half an hour. 5 Minutes is 5 minutes when they have something else to do,  or so far proven if you have been just given 5 minutes to watch the game before helping around the house B-) the Moms and the girls did this a lot.

3-      GO AHEAD ! (in a not so good tone )

This is a dare, not a permission . Don’t do it ! But just get lost when you try to persuade her back , and she’s ignoring you. ( However, she is bragging and babbling about you to her best friends. Yeah.  Capital S .  Good Luck ;p

4-      *Loud Sigh ( I mean it )

A word but in a non-verbal statement. She’s wondering why she has been wandering around you, wasting her time and arguing with you about nothing.

5-      Thanks !

She means it. Do not faint or question. Just say “ You’re always welcomeJ “ or “ Anything for you “. She’s in a good mood. Add up some sweetie and you just make her morning brighter man :DD

6-      Whatever.

A sign or it’s women’s way of saying piss off. Good Luck !

 I can only listed down these words. I don’t know about other girls, but I love using “ I don’t like you ==’“. It’s my other way of saying piss off. But I guess guys are totally vice versa than the girls as my biology’s lecturer mentioned this in her previous lecture…She spoke it in manglish but since this is an all English essay… I will try to translate it ^^…

” Guys and Girls are totally two different creatures. The girls, when they don’t understand they will voice it out. However, the guys keep remaining the calm face when they are actually totally twice out of blue than the girls. They think people understand and know what they think in their critical mind. Good thing im your teacher (female) and you are my students. I know they (the guys in the class ) don’t understand, and they didn’t even show any sign of interest in my subject. You don’t ask, you don’t understand, but hey I don’t care. “

 LOL. I truly admire her for her last word. For the first time I laugh XD I never thought biology’s people have that sense of humor. >.<

And I also recall the time I went to the Student Mall, and the guys whom passing by said “ Bangunan Petronas” and I was like “ you are Dead mannn “ just my inner self monolog but yeahh … they pissed me off ==’ Dude, It’s not like I ask Allah to give me this 172 cm tall body just that HE gives me more than what  I Want and I am thankful. And Prophet Muhammad SAW said “ if somebody reproaches you and makes you ashamed of any of your defects, do not make him ashamed of any of his defects.” J…

And just now, after I had my breakfast in one of the empty tutorial’s class, I went out to throw away the trash when just at that time, the Law students sang “ Kami wira wirawati Negara” song and I was stunned and took a glance at them when then I saw my timbalan IC was there with the guys. Weirdly, he’s not the one who sing the song but his friends. What did he told them ==’

GUYS, you are not any less than girls in gossiping. In fact, you have the hypocrite side when you show that you hate gossiping , but the truth is,  that is what you are actually doing in your room with your friends, not just best friends. Tell you what that’s Not COOL enough.

HOW DO I END UP WITH THIS ? *hey, I have all the guys in my house as the sibling stand out from boys and my daddy . Also include in my cousins . Most of them, are guys. And I am an observer J Be careful, and watch your back. :O

PilotWannabe :DD

The Journey #Random Post

Dari Kecik :D 

Teka lah mana aku XD

Last Friday i had mid sem exam, Mid Sem Beb. Dah mid Sem dah. Cehh, tua dah aku rupenye =.=

Thursday - Biology paper *Strock. Then, Chemistry*Pengsan

Friday - Physics*Semput. Tak Cukup tu., Math*Murder Me. Quran Hadis*ImmaSniper.

Enough to said, The Papers did a great job, just like " Kill Birds with papers" . Well Done.

Erk. Salah peribahasa.

Come to think about , how on earth im gonna pay my parents.

My Journey is long enough and still wishing for more.

I was born somewhere in KL, grew up for 2 years and then live my life all over the world..

And yeah , finally around 8 years old, klang bcme my current hometown.

UPSR, PSRA, PMR, SMA, SPM.

Although i know im not good enough but i still refuse to study hard from the beginning . 

Play Hard, Sleep Hard, Study =..= But hey, i Answered all the papers hardly kayh

 HAHA -..-'

Case closed.

when i was 1.5 or 2 .. kot ? 

Teringat masa kecik2 dulu. Masa kat sarawak, duduk main atas pokok, main basikal. Selalu gaduh dengan adik beradik. Gelakkan ayah yang first time masak kek waktu ibu baru bersalin sebab ktorang demand nak kek. I was 4 at that time and surely i don't understand it when a husband cooks for his wife. i mean , baked ? Haha, sumpah comel. 

By the way, apa kaitan tiba2 cerita dulu2 and cerita midsem ni ? Well peeps, it's one of my Random posts. So yeah, it's likely " Hey kesahlah ..my blog ". :p

Topik malam ni nak biar sensitif sikit lah. Haha it's about the past, the present., and of course , the future.
Most likely i will type randomly..as.. as.. im aina, i talk alot, spontaneously. you cant expect me to have a list of what im gonna write by the way =..='

Okay, The Future.
One thing that come across my mind is, to have a family.
I would like to have manyyyy children, and yeah of course an understanding husband.
It's hard to list down what you really want /looking for in ur future husband,
but wait, isn't likely you are being tooo demanding if you have the list
 " 100 things that my husband Wajib Have before Nikah"
or
" Husband-Must be an angel or you will live like Hell "

just if you are stupid enough, you will be looking for these books in mph store nearby. Totally absurd =..='
Huh,..Life is not that fantastically dramatic. It's wayy more realistic.
In my perspective of view, a relationship means to accept the weaknesses of one and get fascinated by it.
If you are proud of his advantages, and you like him just because of that, bloody hell what will happen when he shows a totally ridiculous side of him that you would never ever imagine ?
For boys or girls, sama je . Hee,
Masa kau tido, muka dia punyalah bersih, ecece baru lepas solat malam kan.... Nanti esok bangun , haa amek kau.. Si dia dengan air liur basi lah , dengan rambut serabai nye lah , dengan make up tak bersih nye lah.. dengan taik mata nye lah..
Jangan time tu baru nak opocot, kenapa dulu kau tak begini...~

So, to my dear husband, please.. do take care of me and our family. Please accept me just the way i am. i might not be perfect and im not trying to be. but , allah told us to keep improving ourselves with him in our intention. I'm not a hypocrite, and im sorry that im brutally honest, i live the way who i am , internally and externally. i want the world to know who i am, not how good i am. baby, this is me. By the way, You are great just the way you are. Whoever you are, wherever you are, remember allah and let's live till his Jannah :)

The present.
Not seeing anyone...yet ? :P LOL
Kesah ape aku single. Tapi aku sedang bercinta. with him , who will never ever leave me. Pimpin aku Ya Allah :)
I have great friends. Of course , the girls and the boys. I know "She" didn't like me being extremely peramah, but It's not a behaviour, it's more to natural personality of me.
it's just so me. Even my brother didnt like me being too talkative.. But abang, thats what im doing to keep living. I connect with people. Daa ~
( Dia memang takkan pernah baca blog ni so yeah , ^.^ )
To , Aishah Balkis, Hajar Hafizah, Sima Nabiha, Qeela Aziz, Dania Darwin, Maryam Nadiah, Aqila Kamaruddin, Hani Khaliesah, Dir Adilla, Hannan Safari, Afina Hidayah, Halimatul Azna, Asyraff Zulkifli, Shahrul Akmal, Ahmad Ismail, Iqbal Fauzi, Ismat Jaafar, Putra Mahiruddin, and yang lain2 yang tak sempat nak tulis nama ni..Thanks for being such a lovely and loyal friend ^.^

The past. 
The past is past. I dont give a damn to people who keep bragging about the past. Rasa macam nak bagi makan siku.
Nah, hayya hayya hayyya. heyyyaaaaaaaak ! (KARATEDO)*Bila masa ntah aku belajar

I want to make this my upcoming fb dp >.< I cant wait to see  my cousins reactions when this is exposed. Hihihi

I know i look....a bit outstanding in the picta.. but one thing i can conclude for you guys,
Dulu, kini, Selamanya, Tiada yang lain dariku, Cuma perubahan yang lebih baik dalam persiapan menghadapi DIA Yang Maha Esa Nanti. Wallahualam. Moga Allah Redha ! :D

Ena Si Noob - Tak Cool Enough

Situation Satu - Looking for towel to be wash... Satu rumah aku carik... Habis bersepah dibuatnya... Bengang sambil berkata " Mana lah pulak towel niii " sambil garu kepala. And, there. Towel Berbalut kat kepala. =.= Perasaan..berkecamuk .

Situation Dua - Me and my fren Emma. Waiting for the lift. Patiently....~ Ting. Sampai ! Lif pun terbuka...Ramai orang.. Ada satu, dua..empat orang. Aku pun masuk. tekan G - Ground Floor. Lift tutup. Baru sedar something. Monolog Dalaman " Eh , mana Emma ?? " Pandang orang depan, orang sebelah dia..kiri kanan dia.belakang dia.. Emma Tertinggal ke ? then seraya berkata : " Nampak Emma tak ? Kawan kita yang tadi ? " Jap lagi Emma bersuara, " Woi , aku sebelah kau lah ! " Pandang kiri.. Erk. Sumpah Frust. Malu =.=

Situation Tiga - Tercarik2 mana kunci loker .... Bukak beg, tengok atas meja...bakul sampah..atas katil. Dan frust .. lagi. Haihhh,,. Mana aku letak niii !! -..- Tanya Kawan " Wei nampak kunci loker aku ? " Sambil tunjuk ke arah loker... and there, i'm holding it. Ya Allah. Cukup Noob hambamu ini =.=

Hacchum. (*Malu ) Im Home. :) 

Im a Student of Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia :)

15 July - Tarikh Keramat :)

Tukang Mengutuk Aku Satu Hari - Abang yang sengal. Carik lah entry pasal dia.. :3  One of top entries XD

Tukang Kira Duit Tadi - Cousin paling Cool, Adam Lambert ^.^

Hai people ! 15 july tarikh keramat sebab finally , i own a Dslr ^^. Canon Eos 600d :3

Suka nya hatiiiii ~ Tapi, tak suka fact yang poket mula kering -.-

After Terserempak dengan mereka2 ini di KL Sentral, Setelah saya tertinggal bas -.-

Kami pun pi la ke Pikom Pc Fair KLCC :)

Then, A history is made between me and my Popo ( New Name for my camera ) haha .

eating KFC >.< Mahal gila -..-

Cewek Pingitan, Ima ( Fatima )

Meeting Kembar , Tengku Adrina ^^

A damn realy tiring day -.- Nasib beli cam, kalau tak 0.0

Sampai je Nilam Court. ( KKNC ) Berlagu2 lagu tekak aku nak air. 

and dengan rakusnya, terus gulp air.. macam hani . hahaha

Meet my new kembar, Hani Khaliesah :)

DaysAsTamhidian :)

Kolej Kediaman Nilam Court. 

Kawan2 , this is where im living now :) Somewhere in Nilai. Ni view around 6pm something.,, tengah jogging and suddenly teringat tak pernah amek gmbar tempat tinggal ni. Hihik >.< I've met amazing people here, and of course.. antaranya adalah my amazing housemates :D

During class , With Dir Ratna Adilla. a maniac. Kelantanese.

Kuat tak aku ? Muahaha

Qila @ Kechik , Dir @ Ratna, Fina , and Aisha,

Together , we are complete. Comel lah dorang ni, satu kepala.. Sengal sangat2.  Rasa rindu kat rumah tu ilang lah jugak . Hihik ( tapi kalau dibagi pilihan , still nak rumah lahh )

We had a lot of fun together. Birthday Party , etc :D Kek , aku lah yg buat. Hihik 

Hani Khaliesah birthday. 

Gambar Hani aku takdelah ,but enuf  to said that dia ni macam kembar aku dah. Dia lah geng tido aku. haha, orang lain study , aku tido... dia pun tido.. orang lain dah bangun ,aku still tidur, dia pun still tidur. 

She's adorable. :)

Nanti aku cerita lagi kayhh :)

tata sayang2 !

My Days as Budak Tamhidi ( Asasi )

There area  lot of pictures that would be the best to describe my days.. Which i'll have them uploaded later due to the "FAST" internet access.. Just one thing i would like to share.

" Erm... I think, I have fallen for someone. Jadi Ya Allah, permudahkan lah ini untukku. "

Bila pagi2 lagi dah nampak dia, wah berbunga hati.. >.<

And they are.

I'm LOVE with him -.- 

I hate this. Park Yoochun, whyyyy youuu ! 

Hahahaha :p

( gelabah tak ? XD )

Okay, dah ada pakwe baru harini nama dia Captain America. 

( Puhahaha XD , go and google him ) 

tengok The Avengers and teringat kat Captain America:The First Avenger.

and he's adorable >.<

I must have lost my mind somewhere. 

Soryy.

Okay now let's story. 

SPM wasn't that excellent but yeah saya masih bersyukur Alhamdulillah.

Allah adil, dia bagi saya rezeki yang melimpah ruah lepas tu.

Dapat offer Matrikulasi Melaka. And. USIM, Nilai.

Ana tak tahu nak ambil yang mana. Ana pusing. pusing.. pusingg... banyak sangat pusing. jadi pening. -.-

after a lot , rely lot of thinking. finalllyyyyyyy .....

dan keputusan yang ana yakin duniawi dan ukhrawi insyallah

Jeng ~

My next destination. 

Dan harini, ana masih bekerja sampai 20 Mei 2012 di sebuah butik baju muslimah kepunyaan Cina. Dan ana still figured out how can this non muslim sells muslimah's clothing.

Kedai depan ada jual perabot, beli perabot dia dapat teddy bear percuma. aww...

They Are like THIS HUGEEEEE !!!

You shud spot that sofa tu penuh dah bila 3 ekor beruang ni lepak lepak kat situ -.-

Tulah buah hati saya setiap hari kalau saya bengang dengan toke kedai saya tu .

I am a kid when it comes to kid's things ? 

LOL 

Best kalau bangun bangun pagi je nampak tingkap terbuka luas macam ni dan laut macam ni !  Subhanallah.

By the way, I have this one plan in my mind.

- Nak ada rumah kat Cameron HIghlands

- Dan Bela Kuda, Kucing ..

- Dan ada taman , dan ladang strawberry and anggur.

Let's see :D

I Miss Blogging

Belajar DIAM dari banyaknya BICARA 

Belajar SABAR dari sebuah KEMARAHAN 

Belajar KESUSAHAN dari hidup SENANG

 Belajar MENANGIS dari suatu KEBAHAGIAN 

Belajar KEIKHLASAN dari KEPEDIHAN 

Belajar TAWAKKAL dari UJIAN 

Belajar REDHA dari satu KETENTUAN..

Tazkirah hari ini :) 


Pernah tak kita terfikir kenape kita diuji dengan ujian, cubaan, dugaan lah, bencana lah , tiap tiap hari ?
Pernah tak kita berusaha bagai nak mati or tak pun setengah mati, then berdoa berharap apa yang kita usahakan tu berbalas dengan satu kejayaan yang tak terhabis manisnya ?
Pernah tak kita terduduk, menangis, kecewa bila apa yang kita harapkan tu tidak menjadi ? 
Pernah tak kita putus asa lepas kita berdoa , tawakal sebaik mungkin , Allah tetap tak bagi apa yang kita mintak ?


Pernah of course.


Perspektif dugaan ni besar. Cara dan bagaimana Allah datangkan dugaan tu banyak.
Tapi apa yang lebih penting, bukanlah apa jenis dugaan yang kita timpa, tapi bagaimana kita terima dan hadapi dugaan tu.


Redha, Pasrah, Berdoa, Yakin pada Allah.


Tipu lah , kalau ana tak menangis dan tanya kenapa ini terjadi. 
Ana pernah mempersoalkan dugaan Allah.
Tapi , ada orang beritahu ana..
Minta tolonglah pada Allah, dan janganlah engkau jadi tidak berdaya kerana Mukmin yang kuat lebih dicintai Allah berbanding Mukmin yang lemah.
Ana telan , satu per satu. 
Yang lalu ana jadikan iktibar, untuk menongkah arus esok.
Fitrah manusia, mudah lupa. Tapi itu tidak seharusnya dijadikan alasan untuk menutupi kelemahan diri.


Setiap kejadian ada hikmah yang tersembunyi. Pasti ada.

Kita mungkin tak sedar, 
kita berdoa " Ya Allah , jadikan lah aku muslimah yang kuat dalam hadapi dugaan hidup "
Takdir Allah itu Indah, 
Dugaan itu cara dia menguatkan diri kita. 
DIA takkan uji kita di luar kemampuan kita sendiri.


Yakin pada Allah 


 Yakin pada Allah bukanlah mengharap terkabulnya segala harapan, 
Yakin pada Allah adalah meletakkan keredhaan pada ketentuan-Nya. 
Rasa bahagia dengan ujian walaupun perit. 
Air mata yg menitis terasa bernilai buat menyiram api neraka. 
Indahnya tarbiah Allah,tersiram rahmat dan hikmah, Diuji kita sebagai tanda sayang-Nya.
Sakit itu penghapus dosa.
Doa itu senjata tajam bagi orang orang mukmin. 


Jangan sia siakan hari ini dan hari esok sebab luka semalam. Pujuk hati dengan berkata " Everything's gonna be fine " is totally not fine. but, Believe, Act, and Pray that semuanya dipermudahkan .
InsyaAllah.


By the way, I'm back :D




Lots Of Love, You know who :)

Sebab kucing kita boleh ada dekat neraka , atau di syurga :)

New Year, New Day, New Me :)

Assalamualaikum and a very very good evening everyone !

It's already midnight, around 0101 right now,

and for out of no reason i'm here , blogging.

Only Allah knows how much I miss blogging but tell you what, I got nothing to tell,

 that's why I stop posting since October 30. 

HA.HA . =..='

My Goal 

 # SPM = Settle

# DSLR = Not yet

# Sambung study = Not yet

# PLKN = YES !!! I'm doing National Service ! 

Ini barisan IC kem Princess Haliza kump 1 siri 9/2012. Saya sayang team saya :)

Spot me. Spot me not. Spot me. Spot me not.

You can easily spot me there anyway. Hahaha 

There should be 20 of us in the picture. and

I love each of them. 

 because these people will be working together efficiently with me during my service towards the nation. 

By hook or by crook, we need the teamwork so that we can manage the wiras and wirawatis effectively, 

and now, I'm ready to give my 100% :)

Cerita saya malam ini :)

    PLKN is awesome. Maybe there's times where I'm having headache and well well well i blurt out my French spontaneously, but seriously, you have to experience it to have that kind of feeling :) First thing when i checked my name, the " tahniah anda terpilih " became " takziah anda terpilih " . and like a lightning, it strikes the bottom of my heart badly . Seriously. I was like " Why on earth me !!? " . Alhamdulillah now I know there's hikmah behind all these. Allah is the best planner :)

Nowadays in PLKN

. In the morning, I wake around 0545, the last one to get up from the bed. Hahaha, and yes there's no such hot bath up, or hot shower in the morning. To take bath in the morning is like hitting on a wall of brick. In fact, there are some people who chose not to mandi pagi pagi.The water is so cold seriously like ice , that immediately wake you up to reality that you have to hurry up to solat subuh and Roll Call . What's Roll Call ? You rolling while calling ? No way. Hahaha. Roll Call is like perhimpunan pagi . Macam sekolah la. Just that, during roll call, everyone line up in their kompeni and in kawad situation :) Baris bertiga tiga. IC time ni buat lah duty anda which is bagi arahan and calculate how many of them line up. and yes, IC have to make sure their kompeni in full strength. Sounds easy ? Believe me, thats all..  it only sounds easy. We will sing Negaraku and Khidmat Negara song in the morning sharp at 0630. after that, the KJ ( Ketua Jurulatih ) will give some information etc. Then, apa lagi. bersenam lah saya =D Here jadual senin selasa rabu khamis jumaat saya .

0830 : Roll Call again Before Class

0900 : Class 

1030 : Take a break . Minum pagi.

1100 : Class

1230 : Class habis, Lunch. Sleep. Pray. Bebas.

1430 : Sometimes Class. Sometimes taklimat.

1630 : Rehat . Minum petang

1700 : Roll Call. Riadah.

1830 : Dinner. Urus diri

1900 : Roll Call . surau.

2100 : Roll Call. Dewan Syarahan. Ber"ombak rindu" ( movie for the Class )

2230 : Roll Call. Sing those 2 precious songs again. Minum malam

2300 : Meeting IC ( sometimes )

0100/0130 : Laying down. The eyes is tired. Good nyte.

.*Note that ini jadual before cuti Chinese New Year 2012

It goes on for about three weeks now. All the IC sometimes dipanggil lepas class habis, berkawad tengah2 panas. I just don't like this part because I really can't stand the panas terik. My skin became so kegelian. But for the sake of the team, I will have to bear it to the end. But untuk p'tandingan kawad nanti, saya cakap awal2 minta maaf kalau saya tarik diri. I love myself too. 

Handphone : If the wiras and wirawatis behaving nicely and berdisiplin, handphone dapat jumaat malam and pulangkan ahad malam.

Foods : Alhamdullilah okey. 6x sehari tu ...

Friends : New gals, New girls. New guys. From all over the nation! Awesome gila. but still,  There are some who behaving like shit, but after I cool down, hahaha I don't give a damn about those people.

Sleep : Of course I wish for more .

Place : Nice. 

Laws : So far, i'm cool with it.

I don't know where I find PLKN is awesome. Maybe because of the new people I met here. Maybe because I need to take a break from the real world and have fun here. Maybe because I still can't find the reason why should I hate PLKN., Maybe because I don't have to be botak. ( =p ) I wish I own a Dslr right now, these are beautiful memories that I wish to be longing remembered. Love everyone here. and anyone out there, upcoming wira or wirawati, no worries. just go and have fun at somewhere new yo !

Chit Chat a.k.a Texting of the day

Me : Sha ! Tau tak tadi aku termasuk tandas lelaki ! 

Sha : Hahaha, gila lah kau ni. Tak boleh jadi bangang lagi ke ?

Me : Malu wei ! Nasib sempat tutup mata.

Sha : Hahaa, kau tahu malu ke ? Hehe

Me : Aku malu bertempat la woi. Kalau masuk tandas lelaki, tak malu. 

Memang teballah muka aku =..='