STOP TRYING TO FIT IN, WHEN YOU ARE BORN TO STAND OUT.

I seriously need to add up some flair and flavor to my writing and speaking ==’

Im trying to speak in English as much as I can, but it’s hard to do it here in my beloved university as most of the students here are way better and pro in Arabic language. But still, I try to persist on speak in English as I demand a band 6’s result for my Muet. However, i could see a decline curve in my speaking since I entered usim . Therefore nowadays,  I do the speaking practice with anyone who has the same level or higher level of eloquence in speaking. As they say, we lost something to gain something. And now im trying to stabilize both my English and Arabic as to polish and refine my English’s skill as that’s how I want to be, proficient in as many languages  as I can..

What I am going to convey this time is, my everyday life in usim.

 ( I’m not really at a loose end, but just that im lacking )

The campus. Kaf Kaf Nun C. 

No other word to describe this kind of life except, Boring . Haha. Yeah, have a doubt on it. Repeat that like a mantra. Boring boring boring ~ Tell my mum that and I would get a pretty hard kiss on the cheek. *Ngehehe. Wondering when is the last time she kissed me there. >.< Nahhh, She won’t kissed me, she will end up being a lecturer and talk as talkative as she can be as much as reciting 30 Juzuk Alquran. There….you can see a mother’s love :3

The most hateful thing here that could wipe away someone’s smile is that, the transportation. The buses are always been the hot topic just as like the hot coffee bun’s scent that fascinate you from afar, but this way too round than that. It kills your love for the lovely morning just like the lightning. I don’t know if this issue is like something etched in stone, but they need to do something about it as students coming up late just to know that they wasted their time waiting for the buses and line up under the bright sun. To make situation all hell broke loose, the degree’s student are now in and we shared the buses together. Someone, come up with a solution for the problem ==’

( You can tell I had THIS much of problems just with the transportation. And certainly, this boosts my determination to get a license soon ! ^^ )

Okay , I think that’s all from me. Take Care :D

 Desire's Lists :

A Car. Band 6.

More to come :DD

TheFact. HarshFact.

It have been weeks since my last time here =.=’ And InshaAllah  I’ll try to keep posting since Muet is around the corner, and I realized that I start to lack of idea when writing an essay or during speaking in front  of the class. *sigh

Okayy, this is gonna be another mumbo jumbo essay, as I can’t think of any proper one… *kick myself

Things that Men Should Aware When Girls Say …….

1-      FINE  ( !! )

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you  need TO SHUT UP. Don’t ask “ are you okay ? “ because she definitely is not okay.

2-      FIVE MINUTES !~

When they say “ 5 Minutes” while getting dressed, this mean a half an hour. 5 Minutes is 5 minutes when they have something else to do,  or so far proven if you have been just given 5 minutes to watch the game before helping around the house B-) the Moms and the girls did this a lot.

3-      GO AHEAD ! (in a not so good tone )

This is a dare, not a permission . Don’t do it ! But just get lost when you try to persuade her back , and she’s ignoring you. ( However, she is bragging and babbling about you to her best friends. Yeah.  Capital S .  Good Luck ;p

4-      *Loud Sigh ( I mean it )

A word but in a non-verbal statement. She’s wondering why she has been wandering around you, wasting her time and arguing with you about nothing.

5-      Thanks !

She means it. Do not faint or question. Just say “ You’re always welcomeJ “ or “ Anything for you “. She’s in a good mood. Add up some sweetie and you just make her morning brighter man :DD

6-      Whatever.

A sign or it’s women’s way of saying piss off. Good Luck !

 I can only listed down these words. I don’t know about other girls, but I love using “ I don’t like you ==’“. It’s my other way of saying piss off. But I guess guys are totally vice versa than the girls as my biology’s lecturer mentioned this in her previous lecture…She spoke it in manglish but since this is an all English essay… I will try to translate it ^^…

” Guys and Girls are totally two different creatures. The girls, when they don’t understand they will voice it out. However, the guys keep remaining the calm face when they are actually totally twice out of blue than the girls. They think people understand and know what they think in their critical mind. Good thing im your teacher (female) and you are my students. I know they (the guys in the class ) don’t understand, and they didn’t even show any sign of interest in my subject. You don’t ask, you don’t understand, but hey I don’t care. “

 LOL. I truly admire her for her last word. For the first time I laugh XD I never thought biology’s people have that sense of humor. >.<

And I also recall the time I went to the Student Mall, and the guys whom passing by said “ Bangunan Petronas” and I was like “ you are Dead mannn “ just my inner self monolog but yeahh … they pissed me off ==’ Dude, It’s not like I ask Allah to give me this 172 cm tall body just that HE gives me more than what  I Want and I am thankful. And Prophet Muhammad SAW said “ if somebody reproaches you and makes you ashamed of any of your defects, do not make him ashamed of any of his defects.” J…

And just now, after I had my breakfast in one of the empty tutorial’s class, I went out to throw away the trash when just at that time, the Law students sang “ Kami wira wirawati Negara” song and I was stunned and took a glance at them when then I saw my timbalan IC was there with the guys. Weirdly, he’s not the one who sing the song but his friends. What did he told them ==’

GUYS, you are not any less than girls in gossiping. In fact, you have the hypocrite side when you show that you hate gossiping , but the truth is,  that is what you are actually doing in your room with your friends, not just best friends. Tell you what that’s Not COOL enough.

HOW DO I END UP WITH THIS ? *hey, I have all the guys in my house as the sibling stand out from boys and my daddy . Also include in my cousins . Most of them, are guys. And I am an observer J Be careful, and watch your back. :O

PilotWannabe :DD

The Journey #Random Post

Dari Kecik :D 

Teka lah mana aku XD

Last Friday i had mid sem exam, Mid Sem Beb. Dah mid Sem dah. Cehh, tua dah aku rupenye =.=

Thursday - Biology paper *Strock. Then, Chemistry*Pengsan

Friday - Physics*Semput. Tak Cukup tu., Math*Murder Me. Quran Hadis*ImmaSniper.

Enough to said, The Papers did a great job, just like " Kill Birds with papers" . Well Done.

Erk. Salah peribahasa.

Come to think about , how on earth im gonna pay my parents.

My Journey is long enough and still wishing for more.

I was born somewhere in KL, grew up for 2 years and then live my life all over the world..

And yeah , finally around 8 years old, klang bcme my current hometown.

UPSR, PSRA, PMR, SMA, SPM.

Although i know im not good enough but i still refuse to study hard from the beginning . 

Play Hard, Sleep Hard, Study =..= But hey, i Answered all the papers hardly kayh

 HAHA -..-'

Case closed.

when i was 1.5 or 2 .. kot ? 

Teringat masa kecik2 dulu. Masa kat sarawak, duduk main atas pokok, main basikal. Selalu gaduh dengan adik beradik. Gelakkan ayah yang first time masak kek waktu ibu baru bersalin sebab ktorang demand nak kek. I was 4 at that time and surely i don't understand it when a husband cooks for his wife. i mean , baked ? Haha, sumpah comel. 

By the way, apa kaitan tiba2 cerita dulu2 and cerita midsem ni ? Well peeps, it's one of my Random posts. So yeah, it's likely " Hey kesahlah ..my blog ". :p

Topik malam ni nak biar sensitif sikit lah. Haha it's about the past, the present., and of course , the future.
Most likely i will type randomly..as.. as.. im aina, i talk alot, spontaneously. you cant expect me to have a list of what im gonna write by the way =..='

Okay, The Future.
One thing that come across my mind is, to have a family.
I would like to have manyyyy children, and yeah of course an understanding husband.
It's hard to list down what you really want /looking for in ur future husband,
but wait, isn't likely you are being tooo demanding if you have the list
 " 100 things that my husband Wajib Have before Nikah"
or
" Husband-Must be an angel or you will live like Hell "

just if you are stupid enough, you will be looking for these books in mph store nearby. Totally absurd =..='
Huh,..Life is not that fantastically dramatic. It's wayy more realistic.
In my perspective of view, a relationship means to accept the weaknesses of one and get fascinated by it.
If you are proud of his advantages, and you like him just because of that, bloody hell what will happen when he shows a totally ridiculous side of him that you would never ever imagine ?
For boys or girls, sama je . Hee,
Masa kau tido, muka dia punyalah bersih, ecece baru lepas solat malam kan.... Nanti esok bangun , haa amek kau.. Si dia dengan air liur basi lah , dengan rambut serabai nye lah , dengan make up tak bersih nye lah.. dengan taik mata nye lah..
Jangan time tu baru nak opocot, kenapa dulu kau tak begini...~

So, to my dear husband, please.. do take care of me and our family. Please accept me just the way i am. i might not be perfect and im not trying to be. but , allah told us to keep improving ourselves with him in our intention. I'm not a hypocrite, and im sorry that im brutally honest, i live the way who i am , internally and externally. i want the world to know who i am, not how good i am. baby, this is me. By the way, You are great just the way you are. Whoever you are, wherever you are, remember allah and let's live till his Jannah :)

The present.
Not seeing anyone...yet ? :P LOL
Kesah ape aku single. Tapi aku sedang bercinta. with him , who will never ever leave me. Pimpin aku Ya Allah :)
I have great friends. Of course , the girls and the boys. I know "She" didn't like me being extremely peramah, but It's not a behaviour, it's more to natural personality of me.
it's just so me. Even my brother didnt like me being too talkative.. But abang, thats what im doing to keep living. I connect with people. Daa ~
( Dia memang takkan pernah baca blog ni so yeah , ^.^ )
To , Aishah Balkis, Hajar Hafizah, Sima Nabiha, Qeela Aziz, Dania Darwin, Maryam Nadiah, Aqila Kamaruddin, Hani Khaliesah, Dir Adilla, Hannan Safari, Afina Hidayah, Halimatul Azna, Asyraff Zulkifli, Shahrul Akmal, Ahmad Ismail, Iqbal Fauzi, Ismat Jaafar, Putra Mahiruddin, and yang lain2 yang tak sempat nak tulis nama ni..Thanks for being such a lovely and loyal friend ^.^

The past. 
The past is past. I dont give a damn to people who keep bragging about the past. Rasa macam nak bagi makan siku.
Nah, hayya hayya hayyya. heyyyaaaaaaaak ! (KARATEDO)*Bila masa ntah aku belajar

I want to make this my upcoming fb dp >.< I cant wait to see  my cousins reactions when this is exposed. Hihihi

I know i look....a bit outstanding in the picta.. but one thing i can conclude for you guys,
Dulu, kini, Selamanya, Tiada yang lain dariku, Cuma perubahan yang lebih baik dalam persiapan menghadapi DIA Yang Maha Esa Nanti. Wallahualam. Moga Allah Redha ! :D

Bring it on .

Celebrate the Eid Ul-Fitr on the Youth Day J ( Midnight Special – ICITY Post )

Friday 09 September 2011 
( long time agooo ~ ) =='

Pagi ade paper Sejarah . Both paper 1 and paper 2. I did bace buku , I did ..okay , but the thing is I only bace yang dah dispot je lah , and sume yang spot sume paper 2 sahaja , therefore, my paper 1 mostly jawapan pasrah. If , just if sejarah ni is not something yang memang dah terfaktab , I dare to tell you yang I created my own Sejarah on paper 1 tadi. Hahaha .. ( means , aku tak jawab sejarah yg dah tertulis , tapi aku buat je sejarah yang aku rase nak jadi… ade paham ? Good ! ~ )

Usai with the papers , I head on to Aisha’s house and obviously of course with her la kan.. this is due to 1) senang tukar baju kat umah dye since tonight kami ade event besar besaran which is hari belia negeri selangor yakni jamuan makan raya dekat ICITY ! and the great thing was that , kami langsung tak makan for the whole day ! Hahahahaha ! even pegi jamuan makan , tapi tak makan sebab it’s soo SSS ! you know SSS ? = Sangat Sangat Sesak . =..=’ SAKAI !

Huuu. Satu sekolah I insyallah menghadirkan diri di situ , sekolah lain pun ade. Menteri Besar Selangor pun ade sebab tak silap I , dia yang organize event ni. Poor him, mase dia bagi ucapan… no one listened to him, mostly everyone were more interested to fill in their stomach and usha hot chicks and guys XD… Safee Rahim pun ade tapi wa tak dapat nak jumpe laaa L okay , so now let the photos do the story mollie J

sorry for the bad quality , dalam camera elok je , masok computer =='

okey.. semangat ==' the peace signn ===''

me and erina :D okey i look like wtv~

bestie ^^

hajar , aisha , and me :)

us

lovely anna

SnoWalk ~ We masuk and played kat anowwalk tu , sangat best. ( for RM25 memang la kene best kan...) Ni nak amek pengalaman la main ais kan before study oversea… ( tgn di bahu , mata ke atas) :P baju sweater dye bagi tapi wa rase kaki wa and tangan wa macam dah hilang since sejuk sangattt . derrr… I Malas nak cerita panjang panjang sebab you all kene pegi sane sendiri baru you all boleh rase betapa joyous nye that night…

overreacted sood :)

iceman XD

sood and maryam

Mase kitorang pergi ,kiteorang naik bas sekolah , MB sponsor kot ? Tak kesah la kan.. while balik tu , I , aisha and hajar decided untuk balik sendiri .. Abang Aishah amek kiteorang.. almost midnight dah ni , he called aisha said that he’s somewhere kat tempat kuda… where it’s nowhere to be founddd !!!! Oh god. Sejam we’re looking for him. His cellphone pulak , tak payah cakap , boleh pulak habis bateri… how we are suppose to call him at time like this ?? And then buat penambah perisa, parents aku pun dah tunggu depan rumah aisha for an hour… ( aku memang patut amek lessen kereta lahhhh ) ..op kos lah ayah and ibu akan mengamuk tahap gorilla kann , tapi aku dah pasrah dah.. nak buat camane….. things were completely complicated ! a joyous night turned out to be the most bothersome night. Aisha’s parents called her , said that they’re coming over to pick the three of us. Deme suh kami jalan kaki tunggu depan Jackel which is about 1 kilometre from icity I suppose ? correct me if im wrong J … there's a lot of things yang kite leh usha and enjoy malam2 ni , tapi aku lg suke petang kot ^^ 

credit to mr.blurphotography , ajim :)

suasana malam hari ^^

lovely kids , lined up utk duit raya RM2

Masa kiteorang jalan kaki ni lah masa paling aku sangat senangi ! Haha , it has been a while since the last we had done something like this… kaki kami macam dah naik putus dah since all of us wore high heels . and top up of that ,all of us sangat tinggi dan panjang compared to others, so kepedihan kasut tu kau squared kan lahh ..

Aina : wei .. aku macam ade idea gila lah mase kite tengah walking walking ni kan.. tapi aku tak kesa kalau korang taknak ikut tapi aku tetap nak buat.

Hajar or Aisha ( tak ingat , im turning oldd =.= ) : aku macam dah boleh agak laa…

Aina : jom , tanggal kan the heels. Ahahaha , seriously jom . jalan jauh lagi ni..

Aisha and hajar : haha , aku on ! aku ingat kalau aku sorang memang aku taknak buatlah , tapi since kau pun nak buat.. jomlaaa . sakit dah ni.

And we took off the heels and aku baru perasan kasut aku macam dah rosak kene pedajal ais tadi .. maybe kasut tu tak tahan kot… nevamind aku oppasrah je malam ni.. we walked together and sang Aishiteru by Zivilia Band… we talked about each other.. and then ade la mamat 2,3 ekor kat pejalan kaki tuu.. aku curious sangatt lah dengan depa so …

Aina : weh , jaga beg.. pegang kasut kau kat tangan kanan.. kalau dia buat something , kite cepuk dia dengan kasut ni.. nanti aku bagi penyepak kat penyawa dia.. tautautau !

Aisha : hah , bagus jugak tu , aku pun tak leh nak menyepak sangat ni , kain baju kurung aku ni sekat sekat.. mcam ni hahh ( sambil buat cara tersekat )

Fine la aisha ! hahaha .. alhamdullilah nothing goes wrong and kitorang berjaya sampai ke KFC depan Jackel tu. We looked into each other eyes dengan pandangan “ hoi , KFC lah ! aku dah lapar niiii !! “ and out of sudden …

Aisha : wei , aku ada 5rm je tinggal

Aina : aku ade 2rm..

Hajar: aku ade 2rm jugak..

Hah , cukup lah kot nak beli ape2 yg patut ? hhaha , seriously rasa down to earth gila time tu. .. sapa suruh taknak bawak duit lebih in case of emergency.. I should have called someone kat uitm puncak alam tu lah to ask for help.tapi macam ape jeee pulak rupenye !!. haha , I bet he’s reading this . :P and aisha and I headed  to the counter just when we saw aisha’s parents kat luar kfc. Okay masa dah time , it’s time to go homee ! and kene sentence hokum gantung tak bertali.. if only and if only lah , bateri abang aisha tak mati , aku rasa takkan we all spend out time together walking on the streets and kene marah dengan mak bapak masing2… takpe , aku redha J at the end , we concluded that

Aisha : tu lah , sape suruh tak bagi aisha amek lessen.. kalau tak dah senang dah tadi.. boleh pergi balik drive sendiri.. takde nye jadi masalah la… memang lepas ni aku takkan pergi la …

Aina : hmm , kau nak pergi kau boleh je nak ajak aku beb. Tapi jangan ajak aku selagi aku tak umor 24 tahun and dah ade lessen !

Malam tu aku takut sangat nak balik rumah . tak sanggup nak hadap mak bapak aku yang mesti bengang menonggeng anak dara deme eksyen betul balik tengah malam.. lagi, aku pun takut jugak nak main gelongsor dalam tempat ais tu ( aku ade main ) tapi aku buat jugak sebab aku pun taktau sebab. Aku memang suke adventure… tapi malam tu lain lah. Aku pun takut nak spm , ikutkan hati , nak stay je form 5 without amik spm ..  thinking back, banyak betul benda yang kita takutkan, but I know that eventually I still have to get through it. Every single of it.

Peeps , what a night ! ( nothing much ? sorry J aku excited just sebab kami jalan berkaki ayam dari icity ke jackel XD )

aisha and saye dalam iceeeeeey ~

* the best way to get over your biggest fear is, facing it. I've tried, facing the fear. Take note,  don’t try to not failed miserably. Try to face it J .. 

taming the MIND :)

hello :)

alalala ! comel tak die ? comel la ! :D

hi bloggers , long time no see !
okay , byk byk bende dah terjadi tapi aku mcm malas nk cte tp ade kau heran ? hee ..!
so , im here nt to drop saying " hi " onlyy ,
tapi just nak type type gune keyboard lappy ni . okay aku dah mula menarut taktau cakap hape dah ni
( 2.25 am already LOL )

just now , around 10 pm maybe ? my abg tanya aku , mne pegi controller aircond , sebab bilik ak and dia pkai controller aircond yg same . he insisted on that remote controller , and dia carik satu rumah .
sebab , malam ni ktorg ade tetamu ,
back to the story ,
puas aku cakap controller tu aku tak tau ape jadi dah dan takde dalam bilik aku .
dye paksa aku carik jugak .aku pun pegi carik .
( dasar budak asis , ak memang benci dia ni . =.=" )
nak pendek kan cerite , aku tipu je tuu :)

sebab , controller tu aku dah pecah belahkan tinggal bateri dye yg keras je :)


OPS , SORRY bro.
hahahhahahha !

...( kembali ke zaman remote tu elok )..
ade satu hari tu , aku bengang dgn my own decision of quitting sukses ,
then nak pasang aircond tu , tp remote tak function ..
tak semena2 aku patahkan remote tu ,
karate dye .
then aku blend , aku sumbat dlm jamban , aku cicah dengan cili.
okayy tu tipu :)

tapi aku buat something yg  menyebabkan remote tu pecah seribu .
then aku buanggg dlm tong sampah~

...
abang dan aku .
then aku cakap kat dia
" tunggu jap "
aku pegi bilik aku , korek plastik sampah tu , naseb bek tak byk ,
then ak cuci tangan aku , pgng remote control tu and bg kat dye .
( tell you what , isi kandungan remote tu dah hancur .. )

dye pun amek lah remote tu , pegi bilik dye ..
trying so hard nk bukak aircond tu , while me duk depan cte Boys Over Flowers dalam tv tu .
tetibe dye jerit " HOI ASAL TAK FUNCTION ? "
aku pun gelak lah guling2 ..
( konon2 crte dlm tv tu yg kelakar )

dye buat macam2 kat remote tu , tukar bateri lah ape lah.
 even mak aku pun dye call complain pasal remote tu .
so childish . macam mne kau leh jd abg aku ?
yang pasti , aku dah tekup muka aku gelakkan dye yg sedang berusaha menghidupkan bende tu yang hanya dengan kuasa allah je boleh hidup balik :)

oh si abang , ku sungguh senang hati melihat kau dipermainkan ~
tak terkira betapa geli hati nya diriku :P

at the end , aku mmg tak tahan tgk dye membedah si mati ,
aku cakap lah ,
" jgn jadi bodohlah , dah rosak kot ? wel , kat aircond tu .. ade button on "
dye tak paham bhse ibunda aku ni , so dye ARAH aku pegi on kan .

kan aku dah cakap , dye annoying .
tapi takpe , aku puas tgk dye tadi .
HAHHAHAHA !
one thing lagi .
terbace mesej dari awek dye .. ew , soo shewit soooo sheat :)

" sy nk berikan semua bnde yg sy tak dpt kat anak sy . sy org susah . "
and ntah ape bnde lagi ntah ..
tp ayt paling best ,
" sy sudi jd ibu kpd anak anak awak " and some gross and shit sentences ..
HELL . pui .
ini kau nak jadikan kak ipar aku ? ini perempuan yg kau pndang mulia dari aku ?
sudah lah . aku tak hadap .
melenting aku tgk msg tu , asal pmpn tu sggup jatuhkan maruah dye hantar msej mcm tu kat sorg adam ??
..
kecewa aku tak terhingga .
then terbace satu ayat lagi ni . buat aku gelak berdekah2 ..

" nnt bile tua , sy nak awak and saya jalan2 sambil pgang tgn anak kite "
lebih kurang begitulah .
HAHHAHAHA , wow , romantik perempuan ni .
 kau igt ni CERITA KOREA ?
oh atau , ko igt abg aku ni type2 korea ?
aiyya . =.="

okayy , ngantuk sudaa. 

im out ! * flying kite ~

Fiction . . . actions speak louder than words .. haha.,

a story between aina n her lil bear.,

here they are .

hmm..

aina rely hates her lil teddy bear . 

she hates it because the bear looks so muchie cute n fairer than her .

 she feels annoyed 

kick ? hit ? punch ? ...

She rely wants to hit the bear , and use violent towards it , as the bear was named after her ,

 which is mardhiah. So tak sedap for a bear..i know.

this bear is using my name !!

She compared herself with the bear … till she ask you , “sape lagi comel?”

but.. it supposed to be “ sape lg tembam” kan ?? 

XD!!

oh wait a minute!

And she pasrah n think for a moment..” eh ? im human.. I can make faces , 

but u lil bear , u can keep that forceful smile of ur face , I’ll be hepy till death for that .hahaaa..” 

ahah , childish me.

And so..aina’s heppy ever after . she beats her bear in this stupid ridiculous competition , 

where an idiot knows better than them . 

the end.. =))