Human's desire , never stop.

Sumpah , pahal aku down gila ni 0.0'

this picture could resemble my pretty awful condition now ~.~  model : choi siwon .

there's this one phrase ,

" couples make troubles, single makes simple "

it does give me a simple life , too simple that can be too unbearable. too boring , too boring . and too boring.

yeah. too boring.

tomorrow im going to face biology papers , yet im all dead since aku tak boleh nak baca buku biology . i feel so so so nothing .

i miss that wacko guy. 

why do you have to appear in my dream ?

stand by the window, with a messy style of selendang where you just belit belit and duduk atas tingkap tu. take a long, deep breath and say : 

" angin , please say to him those 3 valuable words on my behalf "

#blushing 0.0'

fall in hatred .

awak , you're hurting me . always .

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again ,

 skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. 

I don't know why they call it heartbreak.  

It feels like every other part of my body is broken too.

you said you're protecting me ?

and ..

you thought you're strong enough to let it go . 

. stupid .

i call it " giving up " , loser .

for my sake , KONON .

Sadness flies away on the wings of time.

Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, 

and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again.

there , here we go again , getting hurt .. deeply , truly ., madness . . . 

. idiot .

It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on..

but somehow , 

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

the truth is , 

To see all things, but not my love to see..

... memory, 

like a drop that,. night and day,
Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away.

  

When you're in love, all the pieces fit but

when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together .

kan awak ?

but then , you came back ! 

and who do you think you are this time ?

awak ,

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, 

and two minus one equals nothing.

you left me .

and then , came another idiot doing the same thing exactly like how you did .

rasa lah bersalah tu , please .

saya tak mintak banyak ,

minta maaf je .

and let's talk .

but , you are stupid enough to understand my language .

both of you .

BOTH .

and you all , nak tau what's the worst ?

when you thought , you understand him the best ,, but you dont .

and that fits you into the puzzle ,

and funny how the people who hurt you the most ,

are the one that swore they never would.

totally $*%*

!

i wish i could never ever bow my head in sadness  ,

and instead 

keep my head up high and gaze into heaven

 for that is where those broken hearts has been sent to heal. 

just , dont hurt anyone . 

no more .

and .

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. 

both of you .

insyallah , .