DaysAsTamhidian :)

Kolej Kediaman Nilam Court. 

Kawan2 , this is where im living now :) Somewhere in Nilai. Ni view around 6pm something.,, tengah jogging and suddenly teringat tak pernah amek gmbar tempat tinggal ni. Hihik >.< I've met amazing people here, and of course.. antaranya adalah my amazing housemates :D

During class , With Dir Ratna Adilla. a maniac. Kelantanese.

Kuat tak aku ? Muahaha

Qila @ Kechik , Dir @ Ratna, Fina , and Aisha,

Together , we are complete. Comel lah dorang ni, satu kepala.. Sengal sangat2.  Rasa rindu kat rumah tu ilang lah jugak . Hihik ( tapi kalau dibagi pilihan , still nak rumah lahh )

We had a lot of fun together. Birthday Party , etc :D Kek , aku lah yg buat. Hihik 

Hani Khaliesah birthday. 

Gambar Hani aku takdelah ,but enuf  to said that dia ni macam kembar aku dah. Dia lah geng tido aku. haha, orang lain study , aku tido... dia pun tido.. orang lain dah bangun ,aku still tidur, dia pun still tidur. 

She's adorable. :)

Nanti aku cerita lagi kayhh :)

tata sayang2 !

My Days as Budak Tamhidi ( Asasi )

There area  lot of pictures that would be the best to describe my days.. Which i'll have them uploaded later due to the "FAST" internet access.. Just one thing i would like to share.

" Erm... I think, I have fallen for someone. Jadi Ya Allah, permudahkan lah ini untukku. "

Bila pagi2 lagi dah nampak dia, wah berbunga hati.. >.<

And they are.

I'm LOVE with him -.- 

I hate this. Park Yoochun, whyyyy youuu ! 

Hahahaha :p

( gelabah tak ? XD )

Okay, dah ada pakwe baru harini nama dia Captain America. 

( Puhahaha XD , go and google him ) 

tengok The Avengers and teringat kat Captain America:The First Avenger.

and he's adorable >.<

I must have lost my mind somewhere. 

Soryy.

Okay now let's story. 

SPM wasn't that excellent but yeah saya masih bersyukur Alhamdulillah.

Allah adil, dia bagi saya rezeki yang melimpah ruah lepas tu.

Dapat offer Matrikulasi Melaka. And. USIM, Nilai.

Ana tak tahu nak ambil yang mana. Ana pusing. pusing.. pusingg... banyak sangat pusing. jadi pening. -.-

after a lot , rely lot of thinking. finalllyyyyyyy .....

dan keputusan yang ana yakin duniawi dan ukhrawi insyallah

Jeng ~

My next destination. 

Dan harini, ana masih bekerja sampai 20 Mei 2012 di sebuah butik baju muslimah kepunyaan Cina. Dan ana still figured out how can this non muslim sells muslimah's clothing.

Kedai depan ada jual perabot, beli perabot dia dapat teddy bear percuma. aww...

They Are like THIS HUGEEEEE !!!

You shud spot that sofa tu penuh dah bila 3 ekor beruang ni lepak lepak kat situ -.-

Tulah buah hati saya setiap hari kalau saya bengang dengan toke kedai saya tu .

I am a kid when it comes to kid's things ? 

LOL 

Best kalau bangun bangun pagi je nampak tingkap terbuka luas macam ni dan laut macam ni !  Subhanallah.

By the way, I have this one plan in my mind.

- Nak ada rumah kat Cameron HIghlands

- Dan Bela Kuda, Kucing ..

- Dan ada taman , dan ladang strawberry and anggur.

Let's see :D

I Miss Blogging

Belajar DIAM dari banyaknya BICARA 

Belajar SABAR dari sebuah KEMARAHAN 

Belajar KESUSAHAN dari hidup SENANG

 Belajar MENANGIS dari suatu KEBAHAGIAN 

Belajar KEIKHLASAN dari KEPEDIHAN 

Belajar TAWAKKAL dari UJIAN 

Belajar REDHA dari satu KETENTUAN..

Tazkirah hari ini :) 


Pernah tak kita terfikir kenape kita diuji dengan ujian, cubaan, dugaan lah, bencana lah , tiap tiap hari ?
Pernah tak kita berusaha bagai nak mati or tak pun setengah mati, then berdoa berharap apa yang kita usahakan tu berbalas dengan satu kejayaan yang tak terhabis manisnya ?
Pernah tak kita terduduk, menangis, kecewa bila apa yang kita harapkan tu tidak menjadi ? 
Pernah tak kita putus asa lepas kita berdoa , tawakal sebaik mungkin , Allah tetap tak bagi apa yang kita mintak ?


Pernah of course.


Perspektif dugaan ni besar. Cara dan bagaimana Allah datangkan dugaan tu banyak.
Tapi apa yang lebih penting, bukanlah apa jenis dugaan yang kita timpa, tapi bagaimana kita terima dan hadapi dugaan tu.


Redha, Pasrah, Berdoa, Yakin pada Allah.


Tipu lah , kalau ana tak menangis dan tanya kenapa ini terjadi. 
Ana pernah mempersoalkan dugaan Allah.
Tapi , ada orang beritahu ana..
Minta tolonglah pada Allah, dan janganlah engkau jadi tidak berdaya kerana Mukmin yang kuat lebih dicintai Allah berbanding Mukmin yang lemah.
Ana telan , satu per satu. 
Yang lalu ana jadikan iktibar, untuk menongkah arus esok.
Fitrah manusia, mudah lupa. Tapi itu tidak seharusnya dijadikan alasan untuk menutupi kelemahan diri.


Setiap kejadian ada hikmah yang tersembunyi. Pasti ada.

Kita mungkin tak sedar, 
kita berdoa " Ya Allah , jadikan lah aku muslimah yang kuat dalam hadapi dugaan hidup "
Takdir Allah itu Indah, 
Dugaan itu cara dia menguatkan diri kita. 
DIA takkan uji kita di luar kemampuan kita sendiri.


Yakin pada Allah 


 Yakin pada Allah bukanlah mengharap terkabulnya segala harapan, 
Yakin pada Allah adalah meletakkan keredhaan pada ketentuan-Nya. 
Rasa bahagia dengan ujian walaupun perit. 
Air mata yg menitis terasa bernilai buat menyiram api neraka. 
Indahnya tarbiah Allah,tersiram rahmat dan hikmah, Diuji kita sebagai tanda sayang-Nya.
Sakit itu penghapus dosa.
Doa itu senjata tajam bagi orang orang mukmin. 


Jangan sia siakan hari ini dan hari esok sebab luka semalam. Pujuk hati dengan berkata " Everything's gonna be fine " is totally not fine. but, Believe, Act, and Pray that semuanya dipermudahkan .
InsyaAllah.


By the way, I'm back :D




Lots Of Love, You know who :)

Sebab kucing kita boleh ada dekat neraka , atau di syurga :)

New Year, New Day, New Me :)

Assalamualaikum and a very very good evening everyone !

It's already midnight, around 0101 right now,

and for out of no reason i'm here , blogging.

Only Allah knows how much I miss blogging but tell you what, I got nothing to tell,

 that's why I stop posting since October 30. 

HA.HA . =..='

My Goal 

 # SPM = Settle

# DSLR = Not yet

# Sambung study = Not yet

# PLKN = YES !!! I'm doing National Service ! 

Ini barisan IC kem Princess Haliza kump 1 siri 9/2012. Saya sayang team saya :)

Spot me. Spot me not. Spot me. Spot me not.

You can easily spot me there anyway. Hahaha 

There should be 20 of us in the picture. and

I love each of them. 

 because these people will be working together efficiently with me during my service towards the nation. 

By hook or by crook, we need the teamwork so that we can manage the wiras and wirawatis effectively, 

and now, I'm ready to give my 100% :)

Cerita saya malam ini :)

    PLKN is awesome. Maybe there's times where I'm having headache and well well well i blurt out my French spontaneously, but seriously, you have to experience it to have that kind of feeling :) First thing when i checked my name, the " tahniah anda terpilih " became " takziah anda terpilih " . and like a lightning, it strikes the bottom of my heart badly . Seriously. I was like " Why on earth me !!? " . Alhamdulillah now I know there's hikmah behind all these. Allah is the best planner :)

Nowadays in PLKN

. In the morning, I wake around 0545, the last one to get up from the bed. Hahaha, and yes there's no such hot bath up, or hot shower in the morning. To take bath in the morning is like hitting on a wall of brick. In fact, there are some people who chose not to mandi pagi pagi.The water is so cold seriously like ice , that immediately wake you up to reality that you have to hurry up to solat subuh and Roll Call . What's Roll Call ? You rolling while calling ? No way. Hahaha. Roll Call is like perhimpunan pagi . Macam sekolah la. Just that, during roll call, everyone line up in their kompeni and in kawad situation :) Baris bertiga tiga. IC time ni buat lah duty anda which is bagi arahan and calculate how many of them line up. and yes, IC have to make sure their kompeni in full strength. Sounds easy ? Believe me, thats all..  it only sounds easy. We will sing Negaraku and Khidmat Negara song in the morning sharp at 0630. after that, the KJ ( Ketua Jurulatih ) will give some information etc. Then, apa lagi. bersenam lah saya =D Here jadual senin selasa rabu khamis jumaat saya .

0830 : Roll Call again Before Class

0900 : Class 

1030 : Take a break . Minum pagi.

1100 : Class

1230 : Class habis, Lunch. Sleep. Pray. Bebas.

1430 : Sometimes Class. Sometimes taklimat.

1630 : Rehat . Minum petang

1700 : Roll Call. Riadah.

1830 : Dinner. Urus diri

1900 : Roll Call . surau.

2100 : Roll Call. Dewan Syarahan. Ber"ombak rindu" ( movie for the Class )

2230 : Roll Call. Sing those 2 precious songs again. Minum malam

2300 : Meeting IC ( sometimes )

0100/0130 : Laying down. The eyes is tired. Good nyte.

.*Note that ini jadual before cuti Chinese New Year 2012

It goes on for about three weeks now. All the IC sometimes dipanggil lepas class habis, berkawad tengah2 panas. I just don't like this part because I really can't stand the panas terik. My skin became so kegelian. But for the sake of the team, I will have to bear it to the end. But untuk p'tandingan kawad nanti, saya cakap awal2 minta maaf kalau saya tarik diri. I love myself too. 

Handphone : If the wiras and wirawatis behaving nicely and berdisiplin, handphone dapat jumaat malam and pulangkan ahad malam.

Foods : Alhamdullilah okey. 6x sehari tu ...

Friends : New gals, New girls. New guys. From all over the nation! Awesome gila. but still,  There are some who behaving like shit, but after I cool down, hahaha I don't give a damn about those people.

Sleep : Of course I wish for more .

Place : Nice. 

Laws : So far, i'm cool with it.

I don't know where I find PLKN is awesome. Maybe because of the new people I met here. Maybe because I need to take a break from the real world and have fun here. Maybe because I still can't find the reason why should I hate PLKN., Maybe because I don't have to be botak. ( =p ) I wish I own a Dslr right now, these are beautiful memories that I wish to be longing remembered. Love everyone here. and anyone out there, upcoming wira or wirawati, no worries. just go and have fun at somewhere new yo !

Chit Chat a.k.a Texting of the day

Me : Sha ! Tau tak tadi aku termasuk tandas lelaki ! 

Sha : Hahaha, gila lah kau ni. Tak boleh jadi bangang lagi ke ?

Me : Malu wei ! Nasib sempat tutup mata.

Sha : Hahaa, kau tahu malu ke ? Hehe

Me : Aku malu bertempat la woi. Kalau masuk tandas lelaki, tak malu. 

Memang teballah muka aku =..='